maze.

another girl i went to high school with got engaged this week.
i can't fucking comprehend any of it.
i graduate in 6 months and then i'm out on my own
no one to hold me back
or decide where to go for me
and i like it that way.
i just don't understand why its necessary to get married so early.
you're so young and have so much left to learn and experience.
i want to get married someday
i want to have a family someday
but i'm not even close to figuring out my shit yet
how could i possibly throw someone else in the mix?



times are confusing.




and i decided i'm taking up rock climbing....
i just want to be at the top of a mountain.
climb it
conquer it
meditate
and take it all in at once.
besides...
what are men compared to rocks and mountains, anyway?