Today...

i feel very restless.

i feel like once again, i'm being pulled in 2 very opposite directions.

i feel like my expectations are so high, even i can't live up to them sometimes.

i feel like the things i really want, are never quite within reach.

i feel like my ridiculous desire to feel secure with people makes it impossible for me to ever really feel content.

i feel like the direction i want my life to go in right now has changed so much from just a few months ago that it blows my mind.

i feel like i'm ready to begin something that no one else seems to want to share.

i feel like you need to remember you didn't choose me. So live with your own decisions.

i feel like i need a fucking drink.